Pesha Leah Roetter - Azoulay OB"M
Each day she changed the world for the better
She lived 23 beautiful years
Hashem took her from us via a car accident
Achdus in the world was her life-goal
Learning and Davening were constantly recited by her
Every Mitzvah was precious in her eyes
A smile was always on her lips
Her motto was: "Ashrainu - How Fortunate!"
Running always to help another Jew
Our people suffered a great loss with her passing
Each moment of her life, she was preparing the world for Moshiach
The Rebbe & Rebbetzen were her mentors, and she was a mentor for others
Taught many the ways of Hashem
Everlasting in our memories, she will be
Rose amongst the thorns; Redemption is very near
A soul is an intangible object; yet it can hear our deepest thoughts. A soul can also relate them, in the forms of words, songs, poetry, stories, tunes, and more. My blog allows me to share with you the secrets of my soul in ways only a soul can express. My blog is where A Soul Speaks To You.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Life Vs. Death
T.T.T.O. It Happened Yom Kippur
The birds keep chirping, the sun keeps shinning,
Fish keep splashing, flowers still blossom.
O' how can nature keep going on this way,
When my life is dimming each day?!
How can it be such a beautiful day,
When my world has gone all dark and gray? x2
Someone just died,
Or tragedy struck.
And yet things go on,
Is it just me, or do I have bad luck?
And yet life keeps going on, and on, and on.
But this you must never forget:
Hashem gives us all the strength,
To pass this horrible test.
He always creates
The cure before the sickness.
Believe me,
This time is not at all different!
We must thank Hashem,
For the good as well as the bad.
Whether you're an old man,
Or just a young lad.
Remember:
Although death does happen,
Nature does not stop.
Hashem feels your pain,
And collects all of your tear drops.
The Redemption IS coming!
It's on its way.
We just need to make the best,
Out of every day!!
The birds keep chirping, the sun keeps shinning,
Fish keep splashing, flowers still blossom.
O' how can nature keep going on this way,
When my life is dimming each day?!
How can it be such a beautiful day,
When my world has gone all dark and gray? x2
Someone just died,
Or tragedy struck.
And yet things go on,
Is it just me, or do I have bad luck?
And yet life keeps going on, and on, and on.
But this you must never forget:
Hashem gives us all the strength,
To pass this horrible test.
He always creates
The cure before the sickness.
Believe me,
This time is not at all different!
We must thank Hashem,
For the good as well as the bad.
Whether you're an old man,
Or just a young lad.
Remember:
Although death does happen,
Nature does not stop.
Hashem feels your pain,
And collects all of your tear drops.
The Redemption IS coming!
It's on its way.
We just need to make the best,
Out of every day!!
Sunday, February 15, 2009
My Road Trip - January 2009
“Oh
man! Oh man! What am I going to do?! Winter break is approaching and I have
nothing to do. This is going to be the worst winter break ever.” This is what
was going through my mind at about New Year’s time. How little did I know how
wrong I was.
Anyways, school went on like regular. Finally, one day I
call up my mother to see what I should do for mid-winter vacation, and I hear
that my sister, Shayna, is coming to visit me!! My joy knew no bounds. I’ll be
doing something, and with my sister, too! But that was only half the surprise.
The other half still remained a secret. Now, I just couldn’t wait for winter
vacation!
About a week before vacation, I’m told the other half: I’m
going to Detroit !
How? By car! This is getting great. Man! From doing nothing for a week, to
driving to Detroit !
I must be dreaming! Nobody pinch me, I don’t want to wake up! I just couldn’t
believe that this is real life!
Well, for that week I’m packing and getting ready. I was
told I’ll be in Detroit
for: (Thursday?) Friday, שבת, and Sunday. But I
still had to pack for the first days of vacation. Man, it’s not easy to pack
for five days in a small carry-on size duffel bag.
Finally, the big day, Sunday January 18, 2009, arrives. I
davened with the shul and then called Shayna. She was coming at around 9:00 to
pick me up. I was soon picked up by Shayna and Buddy. Who’s Buddy? Buddy is
this really great dog that Shayna just got. He’s really cool. I’ll speak more
about him later on in the composition.
Then we went to pick up Ari Chapman (the person my sister
is dating). He’s a really, really cool guy!
Well, we talked and caught up on things. Then we went to
pick up Ari’s almost two year old son, Adam. He is really fun and cute. This is
the second time meeting him. Once we picked Adam up, we drove to this really
awesome dog park not far away. You should really see Buddy play! He’s amazing
at jumping! We were playing fetch and some stupid dog took the ball and dropped
it by its master’s feet. The guy told me to take it. ‘Don’t worry, he won’t
bite you’ he said. Well, I take the ball and start going towards Shayna and
Ari, when the stupid dog jumps and my whole hand ends up in his mouth! So much
for ‘it won’t bite’!
Then we went to visit
Ari’s aunt (Adam’s great aunt) Mildred. We all went onto the porch and talked.
Adam and I played. That is until I fell asleep on the lawn chair with Adam
underneath me! Well, it was a great first day of vacation! We dropped Adam back
off at his house, then I went to stay by Ari’s friend’s house. I went on the
computer and watched the concert for Obama’s inauguration. Then I hit the sack.
Monday : After davening
and breakfeast, we went to pick up Adam for a day at the beach! But first we
went to meet up with the Schulman family (consisting of: Ari’s sister, Tamar,
and her husband, Yochanan; and their kids: Avi and Sholom.) what a sight the
greeting in the store was! Cousins hugging and laughing and playing!
To the beach! Off we
went to Vero Beach
for a fantastic day in the soft sand and wide ocean. When we arrived, we all
changed and hit the water. Ahh! Those waves were pretty big, and boy did it
hurt when I didn’t jump on time! But it was so much fun! We were there for a good couple of hours!
Sadly, the time came when we had to leave. But, of course, we had to do
group pictures first! Then we left and we went to drop off Adam, then Ari. This
time I was staying by our friend Nacho (it’s just a nickname!)’s house.
On Tuesday we got up early, packed, picked up Ari and Buddy,
davened, ate and hit the road. We went through, I believe, four states that
day! That night we all slept in the car by some welcome center.
Wednesday we arrive in Baltimore ! We dropped off
Buddy by Tamar’s house (where we were going to spend the night). And then we
drive to Washington D.C. ! We went to the Holocaust Museum ,
where we met up with my Uncle Mark (whom I haven’t seen since I was like two!)
and we spent a couple of hours there. Then we meet Mark’s friend and we went to
a small coffee shop to talk. I am serious. If I couldn’t do anything else my
whole trip, but spend those few hours talking with Shayna, Ari, Uncle Mark and
his friend; I would be completely satisfied. Those few hours we spent together,
would be enough for me.
Later, after a mad dash to pick up our car, we went to see
the White House! We took pictures in the back because the front still had
bleachers from the inauguration the day before (the back looks better anyways!)
Later, after searching all over for a gas station, we went souvenir shopping. I
got the perfect picture frame. It has all around the picture different things:
the Washington Monument , the Capital, the White House,
the Pentagon etc… Then we headed back to Baltimore
to spend the night.
On Thursday we woke up, davened, did random stuff, had sushi for brunch, watched
cartoons, and then hit the road [leaving Ari behind (so it was just Shayna, me,
and Buddy)].
I kept saying to myself: ‘I wish Yaakov (Docks, my best
friend) could see Buddy’. Guess what? I found out that Yaakov was going to be
in town too! It turns out that he had his break then also!
On Friday morning, we arrived in Detroit !!! I went straight to see my two
wonderful nieces, before they left for Cheder, and my sister Malcah, and my father.
Then I went to my old school to see my mother and some of my old rabbeim.
I spent Shabbos at the Docks’s house with Yaakov. It was
great! On Moitze Shabbos, Hudsi Rosenberg and Yaakov slept over! We had a lot
of fun!
Sunday: We all woke up, davened, and played. Later Hudsi
went home and Yaakov and I, went to Jerusalem Pizza (the best pizza store) for
lunch, where we ate a nice, big meal. Then I went to get a watch. We then had
some fun for the rest of the day. Finally, Yaakov had to go home. So I went to
Sara’s Deli (the best restaurant for meat), where I ordered to go for me and my
mother. We had a nice little supper at home. After supper, my friend Dovi
Rosenberg (Hudsi’s brother) came over. We played for a few hours until he was
picked up. Then came the hard task of packing, for I was going back to yeshiva
early the next day. I was packing until like two or three in the morning, when
I fell asleep on the couch.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Mesiras Nefesh Has Always Been A Part Of Us, As Have The Holtzbergs HY”D
Dedicated To The Innocent Terror-Victims Of Mumbai , India
Written By: Dovid Nissan Roetter
What exactly is ‘Mesiras Nefesh’?
I know ‘Sacrificing Your Life for Hashem’. But what does it really mean ‘giving
up your life’? I’m only a 14 year-old boy, born in 1994. Thank G-d I wasn’t
alive in the times of the Crusades or the infamous Holocaust. So I can’t understand as well what Mesiras
Nefesh really is. Unfortunately, in view of the recent events, I think I now
know what it means. Now, I never personally knew the Holtzbergs, like my sister
Pesha Leah did. But, yet, it all affected me very deeply. I guess it’s because
we are all brothers and sisters. I guess everyone had some Mesiras Nefesh when
they heard the news. So, really, Mesiras Nefesh is not just giving up your
physical bodies for Hashem, like Rabbi Gavriel and Rivkie did. Also, to a
certain extent, giving up your emotional body, as well as your desires, I guess.
That is also true Mesiras Nefesh. That is living for Hashem!
As I mentioned earlier, my sister
Pesha Leah Azoulay, knew the Holtzbergs HY”D. Below is a poem dedicated to
their memory.
Written By: Pesha Leah Azoulay of the OK Kosher
I never knew where Mumbai was.
I never knew.
That all changed.
Three months ago, when I started working.
Planning a trip with all its details.
For a Rabbi to go to India .
To perform kashrus inspections.
We worked on this trip.
All of the details.
Together with Rabbi Holtzberg.
Who would be accompanying.
Rabbi Holtzberg, when I spoke to you on
Tuesday,
You were so accommodating.
“I would never want to be a stranded Jew in India ”
Those were your words.
And you insisted we change the schedule,
So the Rabbi could stay by you, one more
night.
So you can help him out even more.
Rabbi Holtzberg, when I spoke with you on
Tuesday,
I had assumed you were much older.
You spoke with such a depth, such ahavas
Yisroel.
On Wednesday, we had finalized the details.
I just was working with the companies,
Waiting for confirmations regarding
transport.
On Wednesday night, my husband delicately
mentions,
“Were you planning a trip to India ?
I don’t think that is a very good idea,
There are terrorist attacks.”
But more details he didn’t give.
And I just couldn’t ask.
Thursday morning, in my inbox.
An email from a company.
They can not get through to you.
They are worried you might be involved.
I had to inform all of them,
Yes, this is our Rabbi.
That’s when it started to hit home.
I followed the news all day.
Hoping, praying, begging.
In a daze, terrified but hoping for the best.
Saying tehillim.
Asking women to bake challah. Please, bake
challah with a bracha.
As a segulah for a yeshua.
Thursday night,
My friends get together,
We are saying tehillim,
All of us, together, out loud.
On Friday, things aren’t getting better.
Conflicting reports all day long.
I glance up at my computer screen.
A note, I hadn’t noticed it before.
PLEASE CALL HOLTZBERG.
A smaller note next to it reminds me
Call holtzberg.
My blood freezes. It feels like ages ago
These are just from Tuesday.
Tuesday, when I spoke to you.
I am begging Hashem,
“Bring them back to us.
Alive and well!”
The tears are streaming down my face,
My wrenching sobs shaking me,
To my very core.
I grab my tehillim and storm the heavens.
Crying, praying and hoping.
I refuse to accept any reports.
I simply can’t.
A young shliach in his prime.
Whom I had just spoken with,
The day before these horrible events.
No, it can’t be.
Hashem, it’s enough!
AD MOSAI? TILL WHEN?
Rabbi Holtzberg always made sure
No one would be stranded,
Aibeshter, Oy Aibeshter,
Don't let your children remain stranded!
Bring the Geulah now!
Living With Mesiras Nefesh
If I would ask you what Mesiras
Nefesh means, you’d probably say ‘giving up your life for Hashem’. Right? Well
you are right, but it’s really more than that. Mesiras Nefesh can also mean
giving up your desires. What do I mean, you ask? Well, if for example, you want
to oh… go to a basketball game. But you know it’s wrong. Yet you really want to
go. What can you do? You could, maybe, leave early, or go outside and learn
during the halftime, or whatever. That’s also Mesiras Nefesh. You’re
sacrificing your desires.
There once was a sheperd, who
also had Mesiras Nefesh, in this aspect. His name was Akiva. One day, he saw a
rock that had a hole drilled into it. When he enquired about it, he was told
that the water dripping on it, made a hole. If water can penetrate a rock, he
thought to himself. Why can’t torah penetrate my head? So giving up all worldly
desires, he then studied torah, became Rabbi Akiva, and had many students. That
was also Mesiras Nefesh.
Physically Mesiras Nefesh
As
everyone knows, Mesiras Nefesh means giving up your life for Hashem, literally.
Like the Kedoshim in Mumbai did. Unfortunately, there were many other times in
our history, where people gave up their lives. For example, the infamous
holocaust. Millions of Jews were killed, in order to sanctify the name of
Hashem. They were Mesiras Nefesh with their complete physical body.
There is one time in history
though, that I want to talk about. This is the story of The Ten Martyrs (The עשרה הרוגי מלכות).
The day the Bais Hamikdosh was
destroyed, the first one was killed. His name was Rabbi Shimon ben Gamliel. He
was the father of Rabbi Yehudah the Nosi (prince). Later, Rabbi Yishmoel ben
Elisha, the Cohen Gadol (the High Priest). Sixty years following the
destruction, Rabbi Akiva, the same one I talked about earlier, was killed. His
was the worst. The Romans tore off his skin with tons of iron combs. Thirteen
years passed. The other seven, were then killed in horrible ways. Some were burnt
alive; some had their tongue cut off, while one was stabbed with 300 iron
laces. Their names were: Rabbi Yehudah ben Bava, Rabbi Chanina ben Tradion,
Rabbi Yeshavav the sofer (scribe), and Rabbi Elazar ben Dama. There was also,
Rabbi Chanina ben Chakinai, and Rabbi Chutzpith the Translator. Last of all,
Rabbi Elazar ben Shamua. He was the greatest genius of his time. He also bor
the title ‘Best of the Sages’. Rabbi Yehudah the Nosi was his student.
Now, some, replace Rabbi Chanina
ben Chakinai, Rabbi Elazar ben Dama, and Rabbi Elazar ben Shamua with Rabbi
Yehudah the Baker, Ben Azzai, and Rabbi Tarfon. But, the first opinion is more
reasonable. That is the story of the Ten Martyrs.
So now, hopefully, all of us,
including myself, understand a bit more about Mesiras Nefesh, and what it means
to us as Jews. Just like ה' avenged the blood of the Ten Martyrs, so
too, He will avenge the blood of Rabbi Gavriel and Rivkie, along with the other
innocent terror victims of Mumbai. There are many things being done in honor of
the Kedoshim, including ‘Mitzvos for Mumbai’.
I hope that by writing this essay, I too have fulfilled a portion in
this mitzvah.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Want Freedom? Work For It! (A Short Story)
Chapter 1
Weo-Weo-Weo!
The sirens were piercing the air! Seven patrol cars came zooming down the dirt
road, and came to a screeching halt in front of a small cottage. Two cops
jumped out of each car and surrounded the house. Half of them drew their guns
and entered the cottage by breaking down the door. Ten minutes passed. Twenty
minutes passed. Forty minutes passed. Finally, after two hours, four of the
policemen come out dragging a teen, about 16 or 17, and garbage bags upon
garbage bags of drugs, nicotine, cocaine, boxes of cigarettes and cases of
whiskey. Following them, the others came out with their guns pointed at the
young adult. The teenager is shoved into a patrol car, which speeds off. The
rest then follow suit.
Chapter 2
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“Order in the court! Order in the court!” the Judge
cried, while banging his gravel. “This court will now come to order! Will the
accused please rise?”
A teenager named Josh Santriso slowly stands up.
“Are
you, or are you not Josh Santriso?” the Judge asked.
“I
am, your Honor.” The young boy replied.
“And
did you, or did you not have drugs and alcohol in your possession?”
“Yes,
your Honor. But-”
“I
did not ask for any further information.” The Judge replied. “You will answer what
you have been asked and only that. Do you understand?”
“Yes,
your Honor.” The boy answered meekly.
“Good!
Now, back to where we were. You admit to having drugs and alcohol in your
possession. Now, how old are you?”
“Sixteen,
your Honor.”
“Sixteen.
Wow! To young to smoke, yet you had packs of cigarettes; to young to drink, yet
you had cases of whisky; and definitely to young to use drugs! Wow! Wow-whee!
So, how do you plead: Innocent or Guilty?”
“Innocent.”
The boy replied. “Your Honor.” He quickly added.
“Innocent?! Why, I’m surprised! All the
evidence proves you guilty, and yet you plead innocent. That takes a lot of guts.”
“May
I speak, your Honor?”
“You
don’t have much hope, but go on.”
“Thank
you. Honorable Judge, Men of the Jury, and all those present. Do you want to
see an innocent man rot in jail, for a crime that he did not commit?”
“What
on earth are you saying?! If it wasn’t you, then, just, who was it?”
“Your
Honor, I work in a McDonald’s and I have a ‘competitor’, who works in a Taco
Bell, by the name of George Shaproe. This past year, I had a lot more costumers
than him. So, naturally, George was mad. He vowed to get me back. Don’t you
think that these objects were planted on me, so that my ‘competitor’ can get
rid of me?”
“How
many times did you rehearse that? Don’t answer me! It doesn’t matter! All in
all, it’s a very far-fetched story. But it’s not up to me. ” Turning to the Jury, he exclaimed: “Men
of the Jury, you know the facts. You saw the evidence. You heard Mr. Santriso’s
story. Now it’s up to you to see if he is innocent, and should be let free, or
if he is guilty, and if so he’ll be sentenced to twenty-five years in prison.
You are dismissed.”
The
Jury takes leave of the courtroom.
Chapter 3
“Mr.
Foreman?” the guard said.
“Yes?”
he replied.
“If
you need anything just knock on the door.”
“Thank
you, I appreciate it.”
The
door closes and the click of the lock is heard.
The
Foreman asked for attention.
“We
were lucky not to get a case of life and death. But, that does not mean that we
could take this case lightly. I think that we should start off with a silent
vote.”
The
Foreman then ripped up a large piece of paper into twelve pieces and handed it
out to the Jurors.
“Please
write your vote on the piece of paper, and pass it back up to me.
A
couple minutes pass, with only the sound of pen on paper heard.
“Alright!
Is that all of them?”
“Yep!
I believe so,” said Juror# 7
“Good!
Now, let’s see: Guilty!”
“Guilty!”
“Guilty!”
“Innocent!”
“Guilty!”
“Innocent!”
“Guilty!”
“Innocent!”
“Guilty!”
“Guilty!”
“Guilty!”
“And…
Guilty!”
“Ok!
It’s 9 to 3 – Guilty! What should we do now?”
Juror
#11 spoke up. “I think that we should see why those that claimed innocent did
so. But it’s just a thought,” he trailed off.
“I
think,” said the Foreman, “that it’s a great idea! If nobody minds, all those
that claim innocent, please raise your hand.”
Jurors
#3, 8 and 12 slowly raised their hands.
The
Foreman called on Juror #3. “Why do you say innocent?”
“Well,
I for one believe his story.”
“Now, what is this?!” yelled Juror #5. “We went into his **** story enough! He works in no McDonald’s! In fact, he doesn’t even work at all! Plus, there is no such person as George Shaproe. What kind of name is ‘Shaproe’ anyways?” he said with a sneer.
“Now, what is this?!” yelled Juror #5. “We went into his **** story enough! He works in no McDonald’s! In fact, he doesn’t even work at all! Plus, there is no such person as George Shaproe. What kind of name is ‘Shaproe’ anyways?” he said with a sneer.
“Sorry
mister.” Juror #3 replied.
Juror
#12 put down his hand. “I had the same reason,” he said.
“Well,”
said the Foreman. “Now it’s 11 to 1 – Guilty. So Juror #8, why do you say
innocent?”
“Aw!
Gee! I-I-I don’t really know. I mean, my conscience just doesn’t let me say
guilty, and have a kid sit in a dark, dingy cell for 25 years.”
“But
he told a stupid story under oath!” yelled Juror #2.
“I-I
know, I know. But lying under oath is only five years, not twenty-five.”
“Oh!
Shut it about you and your stupid conscience!” juror #2 started yelling.
“Knowing you, you probably would let a murderer get off free, because you don’t
want to make him go to the ‘Electric Chair’!” he sneered at him.
Then
#7 got up. “What are you doing, you animal? He’s entitled to his rights as an
American; and as part of this jury, he can claim innocent or guilty without
being ashamed for it!”
Juror
#2 sat down, embarrassed. “Sorry,” he grunted.
“Good!”
said Juror #7. “Now, Juror #8, he does have a point. He’s guilty, all the way,
and you know it.”
“Yah…. I know. You’re right. I claim guilty.”
“Yah…. I know. You’re right. I claim guilty.”
“Alright!”
said the Foreman. He knocked on the door.
“Yes?”
said the guard.
“We
have reached a verdict.”
The
Jury files into the courtroom.
The
Judge bangs his gravel for attention. “The Jury has come to verdict. Mr.
Foreman, if you please?”
“The Jury proclaims the accused guilty, of all charges, your Honor.”
“The Jury proclaims the accused guilty, of all charges, your Honor.”
“It’s
settled then!” the Judge said. “I herby sentence the accused, Mr. Josh
Santriso, to twenty-five years in prison! Case dismissed!” He bangs his gravel
twice.
All
those present, file out of the courtroom. Josh Santriso is lead away,
handcuffed.
Chapter 4
It’s
1:37 am, on Wednesday, December 7th, 1993. All is quiet. Everyone is
fast asleep. All that is, except for one person. A person in a dark, dingy
cell, shared with the mice and the rats. A cell with only a small barred up
window, a hard wooden bench to sleep on and a small doggy-door, where his daily
ration of bread, soup, water, chicken and cheese come in. that person is none
other than, our infamous Josh Santriso.
Seventeen
years have passed. The 16 year old Josh we once knew, is now a 33 year old man.
He wasn’t skinny, but he wasn’t fat either. He, of course, wasn’t married. In
only 8 years he would be free. He’s been thinking about life, and he decided,
that when he gets out, he’s going to get a real job. He’s going to earn enough
money to support himself for many years to come.
But
will he ever get out? Eight years is like an eternity. Sure, people come to
visit, and sure, it’s not so bad, but it’s eight years! Maybe, he thought, that
since he was good, he can bail himself out. But alas! No! He was to be in jail
eight more dreadful years.
Chapter 5
8 years later…
Josh was in a very happy mood. He was
getting out any day now! He was now 41 years old. He was getting some gray
hairs already. Five days pass. Ten days pass. When was he getting out already?!
After a month and a half, there’s a knock on his cell door.
The
guard opens the door, and leaves it wide open. “You’re free!” he said. “You can
go home!” Finally! The day he was waiting for, waiting over twenty-five years
for, has come. He was free! He was going home today!
He
quickly packed the few belongings he had, and walked out of the jail cell. He walked
out into the courtyard, and for the first time in over twenty-five years… he
passed the jail gates! Freedom! What everybody dreams about! How good it is to
be free! How he won’t take advantage of something like freedom again!
Epilogue
25 years later…
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Josh
Santriso, a man of 66, now lives with his wife and five children in Los
Angeles, California. He owns a pretty successful business. I am glad to say
that Josh has learned his lesson very, very well. He also learned that you have
to work for everything, even… freedom!
Thursday, October 2, 2008
The Thief? (A Short Story)
“I can’t believe I just did that!
How could I have done something so humiliating, like destroying his Bar Mitzvah?!”
I thought.
Whoops!
I’m getting ahead of myself. Let me start with an introduction. My name is
Chaim Dov Bloch. I’m in the 9th grade of Yeshivas Mordechai
Ha-Tzaddik in Chicago , Illinois . I was considered the head of the
class, so to speak. Until the unthinkable happened.
I thought it was going to be a great day, when I awoke on
that tragic day of March 23rd, 2006. But I was wrong! I was very
wrong! From that day, my life started going downhill.
It all started when I woke up at 7:15 a.m. and groggily
reached for my watch. Now let me tell you something about this watch of mine.
It was a solid gold watch, given to me by my great-grandmother ע"ו on my Bar Mitzvah. Only one month later,
she passed away. All of a sudden, I sat straight up, wide awake. It was gone!
My beautiful watch was gone! I turned the room inside-out an outside-in, but it
was in vain. My watch was nowhere to be found.
I-I-I was just devastated. I-I couldn’t believe it. Only a
few days after Purim, the happiest time of the year, I lost my most precious
possession. I was so careful with it and like that *snap*, it was
gone. I felt like crying. I was so upset that I felt sick all over. I dreaded
telling my parents, who knows what they’ll do to me?
I
went to school that day and asked everyone I could, if they saw my watch. They
all said no. all of a sudden, I remembered that Yaakov Levin was playing with
it yesterday, and even said that he wished he had a watch like mine. I
immediately confronted Yaakov and demanded that he returns my watch to me. He
said he has no idea what I’m talking about, he never took it. I screamed that
he’s a liar. He answered back that I’m a *beep*. At the end of the
day, I didn’t have my watch back in my hands.
I
went home so furious that I was sure I could melt an ice cube by just glancing
at it. I had to get Yaakov back. But how? How to do it? It had to be the
sweetest, most cunning revenge yet, I thought to myself while drifting off to
sleep.
Shortly
after Pesach, I got an invitation in the mail. Do you know whose it was? That’s
right; it was an invitation to Yaakov Levin’s Bar Mitzvah! Now I had the
greatest, most foolproof revenge ever in history. I will DESTROY his Bar
Mitzvah! But how?
The
next day in school, everyone was talking about Yaakov’s party. Now Yaakov
Levin’s parents were, well, pretty rich. There was even a rumor that the party
was going to be like, if not better than, a wedding! Everyone was asking each
other if they were going. Then it clicked! I knew how to destroy Yaakov’s Bar
Mitzvah! I had a plan! Boy, did I have a plan! He-He-He!!!
All of a sudden, Shlomo came up to me and asked, “Hey
Chaim, you ganna go? I heard they’re having a full-fledge band!”
Then Moishy added, “Yah, I heard they’re having an amazing
dessert!”
And on, and on. Do you know what I did? I just gave them
all a glare, a menacing glare. It was clear to them all that it meant
explicitly this: ‘Whoever goes to the Bar Mitzvah will be rejected from the
class, and humiliated like never before’. They were scared. They knew that
everyone listens to me, and whatever I say is, well, law. Yet they wanted to go
so badly. But they were stuck.
The day of the Bar
Mitzvah arrives. As Shuir was ending, Yaakov reminded everyone about that
night. “Remember, tonight’s my Bar Mitzvah Party at Maachon La-Torah at 6:30
p.m.”. “We’ll be there Yaakov!” we all chorused. But in our hearts we knew not.
At 12:15 Yaakov left for his shul, Maachon La-Torah, to
help set up. If you would’ve walked in right then, you’d have gone nuts! His
cousins were setting the tables; his aunts were getting the VCR ready for a
production. And his mother?! Oh! I’d rather not say! She was hustling all over,
calling the caterers and the bakers, making sure that the popcorn and slurpee
machines were intact. The band was tuning their instruments to perfection. The Bar
Mitzvah Bochur was studying his Maamer in Hebrew, Yiddish and English, as he’s
going to be saying it in all three languages, so anyone who comes can
understand. The caterers were trying to rearrange the foods the proper way.
And-and-and-and it was just a full-fledge zoo!
Comes 6:15 and some guests start to show up, yet no one
from his class. He was, well not scared, but more like anxious, for normally
classmates start to show up fifteen or twenty minutes early. But, he thought to
himself, maybe they don’t have a ride or something. Comes 6:30, lots of great
rabbis start to show up and respected people in the community, yet no one from
his class. We-e-ll, maybe they’ll come a bit late, it’s not like them, but
maybe.
At 7:15 the Rav said a beautiful Dvar Torah on the Parsha
that Yaakov read so fluently the day before. Then Yaakov, himself, said a Dvar
Torah on the Haftorah. It was now 8:30. Yaakov said the Maamer by heart
perfectly in all three languages. Still no one from the class showed up.
Yaakov was heart-broken. Outside, he didn’t show it, but he
was so hurt that not a soul from his class showed up. He knew that this was no
coincidence. But why did this happen, he did not understand.
The next day in school, Yaakov walks in downcast. He went
over to Shlomo and asked him, “What happened last night? How come you didn’t
come?” To this Shlomo answered, “I had an appointment which I couldn’t miss,
I’m sorry.” Everyone had a different excuse: no ride, had to baby-sit, help
their family, etc… etc…
Then he comes to me. He said, “Chaim? We’re good friends. I
was certain you’d be there!” Do you know what I did? I, in a nasty way, pulled
up my sleeve, looked at my empty wrist and said meanly, “I didn’t have my
watch; I couldn’t keep track of the time. It’s not my fault.” And I turned on
my heels and left.
Now Yaakov knew. He understood it was all my doing. All
because I thought he took my watch. Yaakov ran home, crying bitterly.
Chanukah passes and Purim is fast approaching. I decided to
use my same costume as last year, Captain Scarface (the best pirate), only
better. I went to my storage and found the Purim box. I opened it up, in the
light, and I saw something glittering.
I quickly dug through the box, and there I saw it. It was
my watch! I couldn’t believe it! For the past year, I thought Yaakov stole it,
and here, I just found it with the Purim box! Oy vey! What have I done?!?!
The next day I found Yaakov, and in tears, I burst out to
him, “I’m so sorry, I thought you stole my watch and I just remembered that I
put it with my costume so it won’t get stolen by someone who’s drunk.” And I’m crying and crying and crying. “Please
will you forgive me for ruining your Bar Mitzvah, please?”
“Look”,
said Yaakov. “I can’t forgive you so easily, I can’t.”
“Please,
please forgive me!” I begged.
“No,
I can’t. I’m sorry.” he replied.
I
had to do something, I had to. But what? Then I knew. I destroyed his party, so
I must make a new one, a better one, for his 14th birthday.
The
next day, I called together all the kids in the class and asked them to help
put together a party for Yaakov’s birthday. They agreed. So for the next month,
I was planning, ordering and shopping etc...
The
day of the party arrives. I rush to Maachon La-Torah after school. My friends
and I start setting up. Menachem is getting his piano ready. The mothers are
helping with the food. I then get the VCR in position for a clip I put together
about Yaakov. We worked for hours.
At
6:15 I call Yaakov’s house and ask him to please come to Maachon La-Torah right
away. He said he’ll be there.
Yaakov
came and we surprised him with a great party. At 8:15 I got up onto the podium
and addressed the crowd.
“First
of all, I’d like to wish Yaakov a happy birthday and many more. Now, um… I-I’d
like to publicly ask forgiveness of Yaakov. For the past year, I thought he
stole my grand watch. Not only that, but I destroyed his Bar Mitzvah, as well.
Yaakov, will you please forgive me, for what I’ve done? Can you find it in your
heart to forgive?”
Yaakov
just said, with tears in his eyes, one word: “YES”.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
The Move
In Honor Of My Switching To A New School: High School
One day
as you’re sitting at home, your parents bring the news,
“Honey we
are moving this next Tues.”
You
think, what about my friends, teachers and school,
We had so
much fun at the mall and at the pool.
You come
to the new place, with no friends with you,
You
realize that you have to start anew.
On your
block there’s someone your age,
But you
don’t know how to even come onto that page.
Then it
comes to you in an instant,
From now
on you won’t be at a distance.
Chorus:
Because there’s something in the air called Friendship,
All you
have to do is grab onto it.
With
friends you’ll play, laugh and sing,
They’ll
be coming to your new house with a ding-dong-ding.
Don’t
forget you can always write,
To your
old friends, or even take a flight.
So don’t say
good-bye, just see you later,
I’ll talk
to you later, Alligator. (Chorus)
As the
months go by,
You
realize with a happy sigh.
You’ve
made lots of new friends now,
You say:
How can I leave here, oh how?!?!”
You spend
time and time again with your new buds,
And
without thinking you know it’s because:
There’s
something in the air called Friendship,
All you
have to do is grab onto it.
With
friends you’ll play, laugh and sing,
They’ll
be coming to your new house with a ding-dong-ding.
Because
there’s something in the air called Friendship,
All you have to do is grab on
to it.
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